Retreat Reports: Koan (Gongan) Retreat

Retreat Report, Koan Retreat September 2022, a poem

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Planting a great oak at Shawbottom
and returning each year to say, “I did that”,
that would be something.
The sapling trees were ready in pots,
the spade…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 2022 , Poetry , Koan Retreat Reports , Anon

Shattering the Great Doubt, Crosby Hall, August 2017

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…Day two. Koan day. I eventually plumped for one that, rather arrogantly, I believed I could answer. Hah! Silliness. We sat, the Koan playing in my…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 2017 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

Great Doubt

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Koan retreats with the Western Chan Fellowship have become a staple part of my dharma practice over the past few years since I have found a connection…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 2013 , Koan Retreat Reports , Anon

Finely Tuned

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As I write this, two days after my return, I am fine tuned. My heart is brilliant, clear and unobstructed. Someone throws a ball for a dog, which…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 2012 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

Abide in the Unborn

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Two experiences come to mind from the retreat:

One morning as I walked outside the Chan hall, I observed 15 to 20 birds darting in and out of trees…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 2009 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

The Buddhas Do Not Understand!

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A monk said to the Master "The Buddhas of past present and future don't understand. Cats and oxen do. Why don't the Buddhas understand?" Master…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 2009 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

Everything In Its Place

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I approached the retreat with some trepidation owing to my being workmaster, my first time on a retreat of any size. Previously I had carried out…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 2006 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

Why? Why? Why?

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Physically, I did not find the retreat too difficult. Having regularly practised the one hour meditation sessions traditional in vipassana, sitting…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 1992 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

Where's the Trick?

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I was fortunate to be able to collect Shifu, Guo Yen Hse and Paul Kennedy from the airport. We broke our journey to Wales in Bristol in order to see…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 1992 , For Newcomers , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

Who is Dragging this Old Corpse Along?

Calligraphy for the character Chan

Several times during my retreat at Maenllwyd I was reminded of the many weeks I have spent alone walking in the High Pyrenees. The aching legs, back…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 1990 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

A Moment in Dokusan

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Dokusan:

"I'm frightened!"
"How big do you feel?"
"Oh - small"
"How old are you?"
"Seven".
"Be kind to the little boy inside you. Go and look into his…

Western Chan Fellowship CIO

Categories: 1990 , Anon , Koan Retreat Reports

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