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The Mahamudra Retreat, December 2003

This was to be my first experience of guestmastering for John. I had guestmastered for others; notably for Hilary, but this was assisting the 'big cheese'. It had the formal label of 'training', even though all retreats; in whatever capacity one participates in them, are training. I was really looking forward to it, but I was also slightly apprehensive.…

It is eleven o'clock at night and I have had to get out of bed to write this. I say, "have to" because I feel compelled or impelled or something. Driven anyway. The latest NCF arrived today and I looked, or more accurately, glanced through it. John was asking how we do our Buddhism in our lives. How we translate our practice into our life. Buddhism has seemed to be a series of translations or…

squatting on my heels
splayed fingers of my right hand
sinking into mud
your throne my right thigh
you wave your ‘glow stick’
your left hand holding mine, lightly,
in the Kennel Fields.

your wand flexible,
like the stem of a water lily,
striped, luminous you run your finger
over the arc: yellow, green
red, you stroke the fire
works into life, stir the air,
‘I am making them!’

on the black screen they sear…

How is life fulfilled?
To make everyone happy and to help,
that’s been how my life is viewed.
Parents, siblings, friends, co-workers,
husband and grandmother,
to whom heavy responsibilities I feel.
Regrets, guilt and discontent,
I thought I knew
how it is for life to be fulfilled.

But wait. How can fulfillment rely on others,
if, in perfection, everything lies right here?
Right now, how is life fulfilled?
W…

A few miles from the Maenllwyd I telephone home. I squirm like a little girl as I sign off with my partner who reassures me that I'll be OK. Going up the track I pass a departing taxi driver who clearly feels a kindly amusement at my foolishness. I pull into the yard and draw up my handbrake as I look at the seated men in my rear view mirror promising myself that I am not going to get out. With my…

An Inaugural Lecture. The University of Bath. January 31st 2002^[i] 

Professor Peter Reason 

Centre for Action Research in Professional Practice School of Management. University of Bath 

Peter Reason, in his bold inaugural lecture, provides a wide conspectus of problems surrounding justice in this post-modern world. He brings together numerous themes from contemporary culture to throw light on…

My friend Chloe and I arrived at HMP Grendon and Springhill prison in early April this year. The front tyres of the car bumped over disinfectant saturated lumps at the top of the drive. We were directed to halt, exit and paw the squelchy pads with our shoes, before the back tyres got their lethal drench.¹ Did they have sheep here? 

The prison officer uniforms began too. They seemed quite friendly…

I had trained with Pete, one of the established Maenllwyd cooks, in March. I had been ready to cook a short, five-day retreat in June but it had been cancelled due to foot and mouth disease. Suddenly, it all seemed a long time ago. Could I remember any of it, come to that? What utensils were up there and what had Pete taken along himself? Did I need a big stockpot or not? How much cheese did one…

John Rowan has made immensely important contributions to contemporary psychotherapy and humanistic psychology in Britain. We were therefore delighted when he expressed a wish to join us on retreat. Here are his valuable reflections on his experience. We send him our best wishes. Come again John!! (Eds)

Thursday 20th

Went to catch the 2.10 train to Birmingham-Shrewsbury-Llandrindod Wells. Got to…

Almost as soon as anyone interested in Zen, or indeed almost any form of Mahayana Buddhism, begins to sit with a group of practitioners he or she will encounter the Heart Sutra. Most groups like to include a short liturgy in their evening's 'sit' and it is very probable that the Heart Sutra will form the key element in this. The text is by no means self-explanatory and meditation instructors…